It's been a while since the last time I'd written. There is so much to talk why i wasn't here whereas i just want to tell a video that triggers me write.
Yesterday, we watched the video 'One Hundred of a Second' which i'd already known. It's the story of a photographer and a little girl. It influenced me just it was the first time. During the war, if you were the photographer who saw a girl pointed gun, what would you do? I thought the reason made her too devastated when she was announced for reward of the best photograph. Maybe it's because the moment the girl caught the woman's eyes. Maybe her silent scream for help. If the woman was not captured with her eyes, if she just saw the event behind camera, could it still hurt? I can't imagine myself to take a picture in both situation. Forget the ethics. I find it humanless. It may big words but how could I sleep if I just sit and watched everything without trying. I would wish to find the great courage to rescue her in same situation. I do not more criticize the action of photographer than she does. Of course it is just a movie but it also reminds me a real story about the photographer Kevin Carter. He won a pulitzer with the photo of an African girl who stopped trying to survive, whereupon a vulture had landed nearby. He took the photo and chased the vulture away before he left. Then after the conflicts about himself, he commited suicide related to his depression. Noone knows the reason but does it matter even if he accused himself of leaving girl to death? He had already closed his eyes.
